A simple system set by powers above to make money, a system that is in place in any area where you have fun. Money is the key and now you are earning is it time to become pretentious and start following what we are told every one else is doing, Cocaine.
The life with the white powder the powder of fun, release the endorphins as fast as you can. Then the time comes past where you can not re visit that same fun with out the dreaded drug and if you do, you feel like you hate you self and hunt it down, searching the corners of the world you should not be, being approached with violent impressions asking to aid there survival, whilst sat on that corner in that dark and dreary place.
The life of Cocaine is not no wonderful place and after the fun has eliminated its self from you life it is then time to realize you are fighting with your self. Fighting against reality, time too take a look around and pull your head out of the sand, it does not seem so pretentious now and all your friends are now gone as you are broke and have no more money to spend. Where did they go and why don’t they return my calls, who knows it must not be any thing of my cause, but it is my pain.
When you know your life does not exist to follow that path, your family and inner self knows you are better than that, where did that feeling go, the one that told me that this was the way to go. Sat there at 9 am with a bleeding noise. I deserve better than this, but this was what was offered when I was at the top, so where is the better life. Then your mind turns a bend and realizes you can not carry on to pretend that you are enjoying this feeling every morning staring at the sealing.
Turning my life around, finding a new job as the one I lost before, walking in there with half as much confidence not knowing if people will look at me and no. It will all pass and life will get better with all this in my past. Life is to good to be depressed. Keep away from the dreaded drug and realize that fun comes with life not with the white powder.
