This is a continuation in a series of diary entries. The first one may be found here
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Hey another week gone and boy do I feel good! I increased my running and I really am watching what I eat. So I cheated I weighed myself on Saturday. I only lost one pound! I was really mad and of course my mom was still yelling at how I needed to eat more. I can't believe she could tell I only lost a pound and after that I saw why, she still is making me eat dinner with the family. God, she doesn't even realize how she controls me. So on Monday I ate dinner with everyone. She told me I needed to take more than what I did on my plate. So after arguing with her for ten minutes I caved and took a little more. So After dinner just to make her mad I went to “shower.”
I didn't take a shower instead I ran the shower and got rid of all that crap she is forcing me to eat. So now I eat dinner and then “shower”, she doesn't know what I'm doing and I only do it after dinner so its not that bad. Many girls get sick after each meal. That's when it's really bad for you. I have control over mine because I decide to do it when my mother makes me eat too much. Also I brush my teeth after each time so it won't ruin my teeth.
I had to use some of the money from work to buy people stuff for Christmas. I told everyone not to buy me food. My list has tons of weights and vitamins on it ya know good stuff for your body. Plus since the money was suppose to be used for my clothing for the shoot I asked for some clothing. So I'm down 5 pounds and feel much better.
