In this day and age of 2007 it is easy to get caught up in the busy life style of the western culture. Their never seems to be enough time to do that which we set out to do. Our tasks lists are longer than our meals with our families. Sitting down to enjoy our families or nurture our selves is becoming a thing of the past. Unless we stop, look, and listen to how we are really doing or feeling deep inside.
I am a single mother of a teenager and I know from first hand how to be an over responsible workaholic. Being a single mom puts me in a position of being the super woman. I have to cook, clean, organize, pay bills, go to work, take care of my daughter, be the absent father, among other things I am suppose to be or do because of my position of being a single parent. I dove into my career as an entrepreneur twelve years ago. I am in the service oriented business. My passion was to meet the needs of my clients and for twelve years I did exactly that. What I didn't plan on was the workaholism leading me to burn out. I was forced to work so that I can provide and live a good life. I thought that money was easier if I worked hard and was never home. I even worked two other jobs to make ends meet. What I found out is that your body can only do that for so long and then you will get some sort of illness. Depression is the highest emotional illness among us single parents. I wanted to be the tough mom the one who could do it all and prove to the world that I can do anything! Well, that was all wrong.
The workaholic and burnout came together and I crashed. I hated my every day life, and I hated gong to work, and I hated what I use to love to do! Personally and professionally I thought I had it made. Wrong again. My focus was on meeting the needs of my clients and I neglected myself and everyone else around me. Including my daughter whom did not deserve that but I felt I had no choice in the matter. We all have choices and I finally took a long look at what I had been doing with my life and how it affected the lives of those around me. Yes, I would have done things differently, but I guess it was my time to learn that workaholism and burnout bless your life. How your say? Well, once I realized that I was an over doer, I took that break I needed and realized I am a better person for having gone through all what I did.
I want to help others who work too much and I want them to get help before they feel guilty or regret some of the things I did.
To avoid burnout read articles now before it happens. Look for the signs written in many books today. If you lost your lust for life and you are negative every day, get some help. Depression either has set in or you need to get help for your depressed thoughts. When you are depressed it affects others even if you do not think it does. My only wish is that whether you are a single parent or not, workaholism and burnout usually go hand in hand: don't wait until it's too late to get the help you need. Stop, look, and listen to the real you on the inside. Above all remember there is a higher power that cares enough about you that, “this too shall pass.”